Wow.. Thank you..
I don’t want to live anymore… I live everyday in sadness.. It’s pathetic how most people treat me.. I want to cry my eyes out and tell everyone how I feel. I feel worthless. Alone. Resented. Everything gets blamed on me.. Even when I’ve done nothing. I am forced to be someone I am not, just to be accepted by my parents and society. I become someone different, expecting him to see me as a changed person. Maybe he’ll love me again. Maybe he’ll truly love me again. I don’t understand myself. Why did this happen to me? I know I’ve made mistakes but I’ve always tried to fix them. It hurt so much to be let down by the one person you loved most in the world. He tore my heart out and threw it away like it was nothing. “I think it’s time.” the words he spoke to me. Reality was clear, the clouds in my vision had faded away. I saw my ex as he really was, a boy who couldn’t handle his own problems. He pushed them onto me and then got upset when I was angry at him. He was not the sweet loving boy I thought he was. He is a monster. He lied and betrayed me. “I think it’s time.” It was time for him to let go of something he didn’t know how to deal with. He wasn’t ready for love. He wasn’t ready to leave his childish ways behind and become committed to someone that truly loved him. He may have thought he loved me, but the reailty of it is, he didn’t. He thought he loved me. The flirting and hugging, you do not do that while in love with someone. I was loyal. Why must I feel this pain and sadness, and he be the great mighty king and feel happiness? I am nothing but a dying rose now. I say rose, because it is my favorite flower. One by one my petals are falling off. My color red, is fading, becoming blacker, and blacker as my heart shrinks smaller and smaller, ready to vanish and become nothing. Why must this rose succumb to sadness? Why will no one water me? Why will no one give me sunlight so I may blossom and become beautiful and alive once again? Why must I slowly fade away until Death rests his hands on my heart and no longer on my thorns? Even Death felt the pain, and wished he could end me quickly yet he cannot let me end just yet. But Death, you may be seeing me sooner than you think. It is not my fault, I have done nothing wrong. I am done with the pain. I am ready to vanish, I am ready to let my last petal fall. Goodbye Angel, Hello Death. I have finally come to see you.
My first EdWin art guys. I love them so much. i’m so fricken glad they became canon in the end. Also wow I had a lot of fun drawing Winry’s long, gorgeous hair.
Poison Toffee Apples for HalloweenIngredients
- 2 cups granulated sugar
- ¾ cups water
- ½ cup liquid glucose/light corn syrup
- few drops black gel food colouring
- 6 Granny Smith apples (or 12 small apples)Instructions
- Grease a piece of baking paper and place on a tray/baking sheet.
- Insert bamboo skewers in all the apples and set aside.
- In a medium pot, combine the sugar, water, glucose/corn syrup and food colouring and stir over medium heat until the sugar has dissolved and the mixture feels smooth when you rub it between your fingers.
- When the sugar has dissolved, turn the heat up and wash the sides of the pot down with a pastry brush dipped into clean water to prevent crystals from forming.
- Allow the caramel to boil until it reaches the hard crack stage (150°c/310°F).
- Carefully dip the apples into the hot candy mixture and place on the baking paper to set and cool for approximately an hour before serving.
o yea the 90s. the 90s were great. fuckin sick. raw as hell. learning how to speak. crying for no reason. shitting in my diaper
Pros of dating me
- i’m rly soft and squishy
- i’ll make you hot beverages in bed
- i’m good at compliments
- you’ll gain lots of dorky pet names
Cons of dating me
- zero i am a goddess
Me tooooo omggggggggggg (fot most)
Baby sea turtle swimming
or is it flying through the snow
Definitely flying through the snow.
jake just doesnt give a fuck
I’m honestly disturbed by some of Jake’s shape-shifting
meeting peoples moms for the first time is so intimidating because i cant tell if theyre a strict mom or a laid back mom and as i ride in their car i have to slowly figure out what breed of mom they are